I have about 15 pounds to go before I hit my goal weight. I'm so so so close to being at the weight where I was happiest at and most comfortable in my skin! Now's the time where I start to sabotage myself, though, because I feel so so close to the gold that I feel like I can cheat a little. To resisting the temptations!!!
My boyfriend is coming to New York to visit exactly 14 days from today and he will be here for 14 days! I've been talking to him a lot about supporting me through my weight loss and he has sworn is solemn support to me, even when he gets here. Today, when we had time to Skype one another this afternoon, he noticed a difference in me physically, even through just Skype- so I'm very excited to see him in person but VERY nervous about the temptations that will come with him!
Skyler, my boyfriend, is a super out-doorsy kid with a million physical activity hobbies that he loves--he skateboards, surfs, rock climbs--so many things that keep him in shape all the time. The kid only weighs 147 pounds! Just a few months ago, I was heavier than my boyfriend who is soooooo much taller than 5' little me. I'm glad to be under his weight right now and hopefully much nearer the weight that I should be to be healthy, soon!
I'm actually not sure what my weight was in 2010 when I competed in Ms. Philippines San Diego (to the left). I definitely was much more confident than I am today. Hopefully I can get back to that kind of confidence very, very soon!
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